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Thoma ([personal profile] wayofthehousekeeper) wrote2023-02-28 09:05 pm
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acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato ('Cause I did everything)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-20 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
{ it's incredible that someone so eloquent the majority of the time almost ends up a garbled mess at the words thoma says. ayato struggles, he's been struggling the last few weeks to try and put the words together and the reality is he still wasn't prepared despite trying to make this very clear here and now.

he hadn't wanted a repeat of last time, where they shuffled awkward around each other, not knowing how to act anymore.

so, for a long moment, all he can do is show it on his face. he lets his expression actually show what he feels. he shows the affection and adoration he has for thoma. he shows how much he means to him, how much he'd try to keep him safe and out of harm. how much these touches and kisses mean.

his hands move from their places at the back of thoma's neck, on his arm, to gently cup his face in both hands, drinking in the sight thoma makes when he looks at him like that. }


If you ask it of me, I'll give you anything you want. I'd give you the world, if I could. Though unfortunately the most I can offer is merely myself. I may not have realised the... extent of how I feel until fairly recently, but I-- { but his words catch in his throat, and he sighs frustrated with himself to the point he has to press his forehead against thoma's } I cannot imagine ever being with anyone else.

{ it isn't the same words, but hopefully conveys enough of a message that will give him the time to get the rest out before long. }
acquirement: (Baby you chose the pain)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-20 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
{ and this time it's his turn to visibly melt, both at the words and the soft blush that covers thoma's face from the admission that makes him weak at the knees this time. knowing about how the other had felt for the past three weeks didn't really compare to being told it with actual words.

where he didn't have to read between the lines.

and inside these four walls he has nothing left to hide. anything he feels isn't held back, not anymore--or at least not for now. }

Then let's start with here and now, shall we?

{ it's a soft murmur, breath ghosting against thoma's lips as he speaks from being so close. his hands hold him steady as his head pulls away, only to lean and tilt to kiss him on the lips again, away from the other for what feels like less than a second.

there are certain things they'll need to go over later, worries he'll need to ease, but for now he wants nothing more than to go back to where they were before. while the kiss may have started soft he is quickly adding heat to it. his hands already start to drift, sliding down over the sides of thoma's neck until they can rest against his shoulders and then he's nudging him back, aiming for where the bed is. }
acquirement: (I took too much)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-21 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
{ it's a wonderful feeling that he lets himself drown in, slow and deep as they both pour everything they feel into it. he keeps having to remind himself to breathe through his nose, but even then he's gasping when their lips part.

his hands still rest upon the others shoulders as he gazes down at him on the edge of the bed, lips curving into a smile at the murmur about his boots. }


Perhaps sometime soon we should get you some that are easier to remove? { his hands drops to thoma's thighs to part them enough he can settle between his legs and squeezes at the muscles there, fingers gently kneading. then, he's sinking to his knees, leaning down until he's settled enough he has to look up at thoma instead. }

Let me help this time. { and then one of his hands is moving to untie the lace, nimble fingers pulling at the threads to loosen them up all the way down to make it easier to get them off. he may not have done this personally in the past, but he's watched and seen thoma do it enough time he knows the steps off by heart. }
acquirement: (you chose to stay)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-21 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
{ there are other advantages to it, but not getting thoma's trousers off fast enough is certainly Very High up the list. even when he gets to treat him with the same level of care and adoration as he usually receives. once the laces fall open, undone enough he can lift the other's foot to tug gently at the heel. his other hand curls around the back of his calf, sliding the fabric down and off.

the key difference is thoma would have likely set aside his boot carefully, ayato essentially drops it behind himself, not even paying attention to where it ends up before his hands are moving for the second. he follows the same movements, ensuring to let his fingers trace on their way down as they remove the item.

another thud follows as it falls back near enough to the other boot.

then ayato's eyes are back on the man in front of him, hands sliding back over knees then thighs as he raises himself enough again. fingers find the front of thoma's belt this time, no hesitation as he starts to pull on the clasp to open it up. fully intending on getting him out his clothes first now. his mouth moves to press against his collarbone, lips hot on his skin, where he murmurs: }
Maybe clothes with less layers too.
acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato (I do anything I want to you)

why the fuck are his clothes so complicated

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-21 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
{ he has to glance down as his hand curls around thoma's vision tied against his hip, his fingers of his other hand tugging the rope so it unravels. he's incredibly careful as he unclasps it, then reaches over to place it on the bedside table. close, but not somewhere it will fall.

then he's wasting no time in unfastening the belt/sash and parting the fabric to give him access to the final layers of clothes. he doesn't even bother trying to get it out from underneath the other for now, they'll worry about that later as right now he has focus for something else. }


Finally. { he sighs the word out, glad that there's becoming less and less in the way of getting to where he wants. in fact, he doesn't even bother pushing the edges of thoma's pants fabric down too far once it's unfastened, instead he's shifting to let his hand delve under the material, making just enough space to draw his cock out.

his grip is tight but slow as he strokes him, humming in satisfaction as his other arm curls around thoma's waist to tug him closer. he'll be balanced a little awkwardly on the edge of the bed like this, but it will give ayato a little more room to work with. }


I made you wait long enough, didn't I?

{ his eyes are on thoma's face as he leans to start pressing kisses against the skin of his collarbone again, eyes closing as hot puffs of air are breathed onto his skin on his way down between the kisses. his tongue darts out to flick across a nipple, and this time when his speaks it's a low murmur, a promise. } Let me make it up to you. { but it's almost like he gives no time for protest, no time for thoma to deny he doesn't need to do anything, as his lips latch onto that same spot, sucking on the nub as his tongue curls over it while it's trapped in his mouth. }
acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato (no don't try)

shhh ssshh dkgm

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-22 10:14 am (UTC)(link)
{ his mouth slides away after a few more moments of teasing, only to lightly press teeth nearby, leaving a small mark on skin. the small noises that thoma makes are addictive, driving him with a need for more. to hear every gasp, stutter of breath and moan that escapes the lips that he could kiss forever.

after those weak words of protest, and his tone changes to begging, he smiles against his skin. ayato's lips drag down then. hot open mouthed kisses are left in his wake as he lets his thighs relax so he can sit back onto his heels. his eyes flicker back up, drinking in the sight of thoma as he sits flushed, panting for and needing him.

he licks his lower lip, hand squeezing at thoma's side where it rests around him. }


Well, since you've asked so nicely... { and then his body is leaning further forward, hand still curled around thoma's cock but now his stroking doesn't lift as high, giving himself room to swirl his tongue over the head with a sigh. it's hard to remember how he'd imagined it, but as his mouth sinks lower so his lips are wrapped around the tip, it's hard to think it could have ever been as good of a feeling as the real thing. his other arm still is cradled around thoma's waist, but there's no restraint put in place to hold him down. }
acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato (is the power to kill)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-23 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
{ it's difficult to not let his lips curve into the smile he can feel tug at his lips in return to those moans and the way thoma's body reacts. he's barely sank down yet, barely given anything but tongue on skin and his mouth tight against him.

and since his mouth is occupied, he can't do anything but hum in appreciation of the verbal confirmation of how this feels. it's good encouragement to keep going, to sink down until his hand has to pull away and swallow so he won't choke. now that they're here, he's grateful to himself for considering this more than he'd felt he should the past few weeks.

the difference is that his fingers have to brush hair from his face, holding it back before it gets caught, as he sinks until he can't take anymore. it gets easier the second time he sinks down, the third and fourth making his eyes flutter as over time the motions let his throat relax around thoma well enough that he can feel a moan of his own bubbling up. whether it's simply the knowledge of where they are now, or the feeling of his mouth being filled up by the other is essentially up in the air. }
acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato (In between it all)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-23 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
{ if asked, he'd consider saying that the words of encouragement are what make his own thighs tense, his hand pulling away from his own hair so he can press his hand down against himself in a need to relieve pressure.

when he pulls up slightly, giving thoma the space to push up properly if he wants to, his eyes open to look up at him. they're darker now, pupils dilated in a way that shows thoma isn't the only one losing his mind to this. the arm wrapped around thoma's waist pulls away, hand moving to grip at under his thigh instead and squeeze, daring him to push for more. encouraging him to do so.

his own impatience starts to bubble over as well though, a need for relief for himself as well as the other. there's a rustle of fabric, his own hips lifting so he can tug his trousers down a bit further as well, aching to touch himself. it's obvious when he gets what he wants, if thoma's eyes don't close or turn away he'll see the way his lashes flutter, the way his shoulders shudder, as his hand wraps around his own cock and strokes.

and the groan he lets out is incredibly lewd, lewder than he can recall making last time, with a need to drive the other as crazy as he feels he is right now. }
acquirement: (I don't need nobody else)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-24 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
{ the hand on thoma's thigh lets go, reaches for his hand instead to gently touch and squeeze, to reassure. he wants this. he doesn't pull away, even as the back of his throat burns the first time thoma thrusts in. nor does he pull away as his eyes water from the sting of it. but he does keep those same eyes on him, enchanted with the way thoma pleads yet tries to gasp his apologies in almost the same breath. even if his own gaze is unfocused, there's no sign of backing down even if by the end of this he may very well need some lemon and honey tea.

he remembers rather vividly how it had felt to succumb to thoma's mouth before, after all. the pleasure that had him reeling, gasping for air and losing himself, and wants to give as much back in return.

and if anything, the last thing he wants is for a balance to be tipped before they even start, where thoma gets the impression he wouldn't go above and beyond for him as well.

ayato wouldn't get down on his knees for just anyone. he wants that burned into thoma's mind for the future. to know that he's his in every way. that he wants to please him as much as he wants to be pleased.

another moan spills from his lips, vibrates against the cock in his mouth and against his tongue, as he strokes himself faster. his hips stutter slightly, but he doesn't have the capacity to keep his mouth in place and move at the same time and his legs are going numb from being locked in place for so long. }
acquirement: icon of kamisato ayato (You can't take back the damage you've do)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-24 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
{ it's hotter than he remembers or spent his time imagining over the past few weeks. ayato burns that look on thoma's face into his mind, lets it consume him completely.

he gives up on touching himself--however difficult it is, when his body yearns for it right now--to try and prepare himself for the inevitability. only, it comes faster than he'd expected. his mouth has to pull back on a small wheeze, eyes shutting as he can't catch it all. he doesn't even bother to do anything about his face or hair, hand focused on helping thoma wind down from his orgasm instead. it's definitely pushing it a little, when he knows there will be a level of overstimulation at some point, but he wants to ensure he finishes this properly. }


Oops. { his voice sounds foreign to himself, hoarse as it is when he speaks.

and then he tilts his head, mouth kissing at the hand held against his that has been gripping on for dear life. }
I'll see to that in a moment...

{ he doesn't move to stand, doesn't move to wipe his face. instead, he gives thoma a smile against his skin and lets the hand that had been holding his to drift down to resume stroking himself again. it's much less erratic now, even with how his breath trembles, but he still wants--needs--the contact. }
acquirement: (Ohh should've listened to them)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-24 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
{ while the whining may be embarrassing to thoma, it's music to ayato's ears. he wouldn't have it any other way. }

Sit... sit back a little more. { it isn't really a command when he sounds so breathless, when his voice cracks at almost every syllable from the strain his throat has been put through.

it takes a lot of strength for ayato to finally move himself. thankfully he's used to sitting like this at home, with his feet carefully folded under himself, but even now he feels the prick of pins and needles as he pushes his thighs to raise himself up.

he needs to use both hands to steady himself, fingers pressing down onto the bed on either side of thoma's thighs. he manages to get onto shaky feet, but then one hand is moving to pull down his trousers and underwear, feet stepping out of them one at a time as his legs burn from blood returning.

whether thoma manages to push himself back or not he doesn't know, doesn't give himself much chance to wait before he's leaning to needily kiss him again, one hand pressing onto the bed to keep himself steady. now his own clothes are fully off he tugs at thoma's as well. they'd barely got them low enough on his thighs earlier, after all. }
acquirement: (Think about you)

[personal profile] acquirement 2023-04-26 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
{ thankfully he's strong enough to keep himself steady even with the countless distractions going on at the moment. his knees buckle into the bed, just about keeping himself propped up against it now there's space for him to settle.

his fingers dig into the bed where he is keeping his balance though, clinging on for dear life as the kiss continues and he's trying to multitask with getting the rest of thoma's clothing off while his body wants to tip into the fingers on his chest.

he has to pull his mouth away to lean back, but it's only after a few more pecks and licks that he manages. he has to free his hand from under that sweeter touch too, needing both to finally be able to lift and tug thoma's off the rest of the way. he has to twist to do it, careful to hide the slight wince that twisting his body does.

now that they are though, he'll actually crawl forward until he can sit atop the other, thighs on either side of thoma's hips, and leans down again to kiss him. his hand is automatically reaching to hold the other's again, wanting that grounding when he wants nothing more than to let himself go with the pleasure. now that he can actually settle, that he can focus, he'll whisper against thoma's lips between those needy kisses: }
Touch me, please.

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