{ it was incredibly hard to think nevermind answer right away after he felt thoma take his time, only stopping when he was fully inside. his breath felt as though it was stuttering.

the reaction thoma probably didn't expect was ayato flushing, a soft chuckle falling from his lips, fond and already losing his mind, apparently. }

How is it...? { he sounds breathless, and the funny thing about it is- } I can't think of anything other than 'full'. { thanks, kaveh, for implanting that word in his head for this. } You did such a good of preparing me it doesn't hurt, if you're worried.

{ as much as he may be trying to put on the air of confidence, there's no doubt thoma can probably tell he's a little overwhelmed either way, and even if he's already started to try and show some vulnerability here he's struggling to fully do so.

but one thing should be clear, even if he needs to adapt to this a little and he's overwhelmed--he's happy. }