Exactly.

{ despite how he seems to be certain of what he wants, his stomach feels like it's twisting either out of anticipation or nerves. his eyes flicker over thoma's face. }

I'll have to remember to carry some with me in future. While I have some next door, I can't say for certain Ayaka isn't home. { he pauses, leaning up for another kiss, slow and gentle as he tries to calm his racing heart. } Is there anything that can be used a substitute?